Kate Beck. 23. Portland, OR Born and Raised.

"I did not ask for the life I was given, but it was given nonetheless. And with it, I did my best."

 

I saw my beau this morning and yet I’ve still been missing him all day like an idiot. Saturday cannot come soon enough.

A lot is going on in my life and like all of it is good and I’m happy and scared.

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vethox:

i seriously need to leave this place but i have nothing and nowhere to go

I just tired of this same cycle. I’ve been working my ass off in therapy but nothing changes. I know I’m flawed but I didn’t think I deserved this. Isolation is my only protection.

vethox:

i seriously need to leave this place but i have nothing and nowhere to go

As soon as I consider letting people in and being vulnerable with them, something happens and it reminds me why I need to be alone.

I’m alone in a bar and I just really want to cry. So that’s how my week is.

I have completed isolated myself from all of my friends for weeks now and none of them even notice or care.

goodthingsarewaiting:

Say it with me:

I’m so proud of myself. I am constantly taking steps in bettering my situation and accepting myself. I am constantly moving forward

hipster:

when you’re kissing someone and you stop kissing them for a sec and smile and kiss again I can’t think of something more beautiful than that

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blehmieux:

it’s so disturbing to think back and realize the stuff you allowed people to do to you simply because you didn’t respect yourself enough to not let it happen